Lol... im not going into detail... but this has nothing to do with gay sex. Lol. I have never had gay sex (assuming that i know what you are refering to) and i dont think i ever will. HAHA!
It feels fabulous to be loved and to be cared for by a person you know you can love and care for back. I NEVER got this within the JWs. Their love is usualy ALWAYS conditional which both sucks and blows!
I do agree though that now, i can do many things and no one can say a DAMN word. It feels good! :D