Are they holding the judicial committee in the 'public gate' as was required in ancient Israel? Or are they doing it explaining all 'before the congregation' as Paul very clearly wrote in the singular case in Corinthians? No? Then by holding it in a secret place and time with no allowance for public review and defense, they are breaking the laws established by both Jewish and Christian scripture. The recent magazine that condemned the trial of Jesus as illegal is what JCs do everyday in the corrupt WT world.
I wish I had a couple of junk cars to dump tightly in front of the exits at their "meeting" tonight! I've had my own JC meeting regarding their conduct, teaching, and procedures. They're the ones I'm disfellowshipping from "the world" for promoting lies.
More importantly, I wish you all the best for your new freedom!