I am an active JW, but am undergoing some hard times. I will write some of my story in odd spelling and wrong spelling so that my stuff cannot be searched by da body o elders.
Ever since I was a child, I was the "golden boy" of my hall...not to brag but I am pretty smart about the JW stuff. Anyway...fast forward...after slaving for a LONG time for my cong. I recently confessed (I wish I had not) to some minor non jducial sins..and viola! they wish to rec o mend my del e tion as a M S. It has been amlsot two mnths...still no ann ounce ment...and the boe KNOWS that this is really hurting me...I do feel bad bout what i did, but I did enjoy help ing o u t. They have not cllaed me or gvien me any cmofort...its insane. So many cases of insanity that I am d o u b t i n g.
I accept most of the doctrines, but love aint marking dem.
Hope to get help here.