I'm not a JW any longer. I persued a personal relationship with my God. There is nothing special about me. I just love Him, and I am committed to Him.I do not fear Lucifer, and certainly, I do not fear man. The Lord is my strength.
In 1996 or 1995, I was led by the Lord to buy a bible codes program and learn how to search for and analyze codes. I had no idea what I was doing, and it was very complicated to learn. There were many times I wanted to just give up, but He would keep me at it, and He began to show me how to operate the program, how to look up terms, and how to analyze what I was finding. In essence, He basically taught me how to decode the Bible Himself. I learned how to decode my own name and I confirmed that the Lord had anointed me to decode His Word, I learned more about my calling in Him and who I was, and why I was born.
As my ancient grandfather King David fought the giants in his day without fear, I too had stepped forward to fight against the giants in these last days without fear. I am a long way from being a child who would hide under her blankets.