I just answered the phone and it didn't phase me that caller ID did not tell me who was calling. Well, it was an elder...
He wanted to know the usual interogation crap, where I've been, have I gone to the DC yet, when am I going, I will love it, etc, typical bullshit. Then he says, "I noticed you haven't turned in any time for last month, do you have any to report?" AHA! The true purpose of his call! Not to check to see if I was okay, if I was sick, if I was alive, but to get the report for "mother." He wants to talk to me later too, said he knows I couldn't talk much because I am at work. I told him I'm doing great, he had that "oh yeah?" reply, like he was surprised that I was since I haven't beem to a meeting for over a month. I think I know what he wants to talk about... give me the guilt trip bullshit talk.
I entered his number and saved it so I'll know when it's him again. I'm feeling sick now, I was doing good evading the elders for a bit, now I feel like they are going into hound mode on me since I've been MIA.
I'm so sick of this bullshit. I'm sick of them having any influence on my life, sick of the control they impose on me, I don't believe anything that the WBTS says, they definitely don't have the truth. I'm almost to the point of writing my DA letter and turning it in. My family and what few "friends" I have that are still in are almost not worth it if they will turn off that switch like I never existed.
Thanks for listening, just had to vent and share. Got to love Mondays eh?