Take what you need, ignore the rest.
Most of us find that we get more support - and certainly more *targetted* support - when we post.
There have been a few that use this forum as a sort of diary - keeping a journal.
The best way to get on with your life is to start making your life. If you dont' have a degree, start working on one. You will be kept busy and have opportunity to meet other people. Get a hobby. Get out more. Look to advance in your career.
Soon you will be so busy and filled with a feeling of accomplishment that you will no regret leaving/fading from the org.
And posting your progress and set-backs here will help not just you, but the people who read and post comments to your thread and also those who log on and just lurk.
Enjoy your new journey! Hopefully you will continue to post and you move along.
-Aude Sapere (meaning: Dare to Know; Dare to Have Wisdom/Understanding; Dare to Think for Yourself)