If I never have the internet, I would probably be a dub today.

by asilentone 30 Replies latest jw friends

  • asilentone
    asilentone

    What about you?

  • jaguarbass
    jaguarbass

    If 1976 never came I would still be a dub.

    We didnt need the internet back then to see they were lying.

    They told us they were lying.

    Just had to have more than a 2 week memory.

  • yknot
    yknot

    I would be a dub in deep distress. Another Sister who pops happy pills or privately starts drinking.

  • yknot
    yknot

    Dreaded double post thanks to phone browser!

  • garyneal
    garyneal
    I would be a dub in deep distress. Another Sister who pops happy pills or privately starts drinking.

    May I inquire as to why you think you would end up like this if you had not woken up?

  • PrimateDave
    PrimateDave

    I always enjoyed going to the library long before there was an internet. I think that the cognitive dissonance would have driven me to find enough information at the library in order to break free. It just might have taken longer.

  • yknot
    yknot

    This is all too emotional right now.

    Perhaps when I can calm myself down and stop crying at the thought of what would have happened, the feelings of being trapped with no way out.

    I really was a good Witness who loved Jehovah wholeheartedly.

  • agonus
    agonus

    Well, yeah, I mean, we're on the internet right now, aren't we?

  • agonus
    agonus

    "I really was a good Witness who loved Jehovah wholeheartedly."

    Well, so was I, love - that's why I couldn't bear to stay in any longer. I could not worship my God in spirit and truth. Of course, that love was beaten out of me and now I'm a complete misanthrope. But some of us still stay sweethearts... sounds like you did... good for you.

  • agonus
    agonus

    "the feelings of being trapped with no way out."

    And is this the way a loving God would make you feel... or the way a cult would make you feel?

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