"Dude, they say to me, shut up about your problems. Dude, I say, shutting up...."
NO, SD-7, they did not say to "shut up" about your problems; they said - in effect - "Talk LESS about your problems and talk MORE about positive, workable solutions..."
Now, I'll be the first to admit that my translation is quite a s-t-r-e-t-c-h of some of their words...
But - and I mean this in the best possible way - I think I may have spotted the underlying problem, here...
You - keep in mind that this goes for ANYONE who's been programmed into mind-control-submission by a cult, INCLUDING ME...
You have been taught to be "EXTERNALLY validated", rather than "internally validated"... You've been taught to take EVERYONE ELSE'S opinions as MORE VALUABLE than your own!!!
THAT - is the reason your wife's behavior and attitudes are more important to you, than your own... THAT - is the reason that you make so many "SELF-BELITTLING" comments: "Fact is, I've got no social skills. I'll end up in a far worse situation than I'm in now if I just divorce her...... I've done enough to damage my conscience..... Maybe I'm not doing my job properly as a husband...... she's understandably angry [her behavior and anger are NOT acceptable, even if they're "understandable"!!!! ] with me about a lot. I earned this. [ NOT No, you did NOT earn this!!! You do NOT 'deserve' this type of treatment!!!! ] Again, sorry for making these issues a public forum debate....." THAT - is why you're seeking out so many different viewpoints, in somewhat of a state of flux....
Now, I've gone thru a divorce myself. And I was in that sort of 'state of flux', too - for way too long - before I finally decided to GET a divorce... Seeking out opinions isn't a BAD thing; it's a good thing... And some people need to go thru a longer period of being 'in flux' before they can stand on their own opinions and make good, self-preserving decisions...
It was NO COINCIDENCE that, when I exited the cult and began to recover my individuality, that a sort-of "psychic" ability to spot troubles/problems/issues - way out ahead of their actual occurance - showed up...
It was a "survival" instinct that had been dulled - deliberately numbed - by the WTBTS' mind-control... Because, in order to CONTROL you - and everyone else - they had to numb your ability to see discrepancies - problems - your ability to "smell the bullsh*t"...
And as I got my head 'clear', this ability - this natural, "God" or "Goddess" or "nature"-given survival instinct, came back to life...
You need to value YOURSELF FIRST... Realize that YOUR THOUGHTS and opinions are PRIMARY - and VALID, too!!! Realize that YOU have VALUE!!!... These comments may sound 'selfish', but 'you' are in contact with reality - ACTUAL reality, let us hope - as a result of that conglomeration of flesh, blood, bone, hair, heartbeat and thought that comprises YOU. THAT - is not 'selfish', that is being in contact with reality - and LIFE. 'You' cannot exist unless YOU have validity to exist - and that validity is being eroded away by the cult mentality - of your wife, of your congregation, and of the WTBTS. It is in THEIR personal interest to see to it that you LOSE your self-validity - and THAT 'desire-to-control-you' attitude of THEIRS is the truly SELFISH ONE!!!
And I'm yelling.... Hope I got my point across, though... Zid