What a JERK !
The great news is you only lost 6 months!
A friend of mine who is single has been reading Steve Harvey's Act like a Lady, Think like a Man and is recommending it to all single ladies.... I will PM you the e-book a little later once I upload it to a filesharing server (sendspace). From there you just download and open the file using Adobe PDF!
(PM=private message, just click on the enevelope in the right hand corner of the website next to your username!)
If this creep's actions have done any harm on your self-esteem...join a gym, get yourself to a salon for a fabulous fall makeover or buy yourself some outstanding new item (personally I am feeling bags and shoes but hey that is just my thing.....maybe yours is a promise ring, promising to yourself that only a man who treats you with adoration and respect will ever have the pleasure of knowing your details of your bedroom!)
Now as for your studying..... well some of us will be more then happy to share some of the things your study conductor may not know or isn't going to tell you right away........ and like that jerk of an Ex-BF there is a lot of hidden knowledge that doesn't come out until a much later time regarding the Watchtower Organization.
But before we do that ....Perhaps you might wanna consider making the "JERK"'s life a little hellish by talking to his Elders, you should tell them that once you learned through your study about fornication you made changes to your previously sexually active relationship to this 'Baptized Bro.Jerk' but that shortly after trying to live a moral life that is pleasing to Jah, you found Bro.Jerk to be sexing another........ cry some at this point asking why Jehovah was allowing such a man to prey upon women...... (That should get him DFd!)....... This isn't 'revenge' but rather keeping the congregation clean
...... oh and I almost forgot to say.....
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