I actually did have some emotional high's growing up as a Witness. I think a lot of it has to do with perception of events as important. So my first talk, my baptism, visiting Bethel, those were big deals that everyone around me made me feel were special. I was given gifts also when I reached spiritual milestones.
When I was even younger my family had parties for all the Witness kids in the congregation, about twice a year. They said it was better than birthdays, and I believed it. We had a great time.
Traveling to conventions, visiting Bethel, I really felt like I was having a great time. Yes, some of it was boring, but like when I went to the Gilead Graduation in NY I was thrilled. I dressed my best, so did everyone else. It was a major big deal to be invited.
Now that I look back, I have to say I did enjoy many things, I did have emotional highs. Those around me said those things are very important, so I believed it.
BF