Moonpie, I say this with kindess and compassion: Grow up!
Stop allowing people to guilt trip you and make you go: "Oh, my! It's a sign! What am I to do!? What am I to do! The sky is falling...the sky is falling!"
Pray (in the proper way) that His will be done in YOUR life. Then release it into the "universe" with faith that that is exactly what will happen, then just live your life and
begin following your own heart with confidence that everything is being worked out for YOU in YOUR life. That's my advice. Good luck, dear.