Dear James:
It would seem that, as JWs, we were expected to react the same way to all situations, given the recommended WT "suggestions" for every conceivable life event - from the so-called ridiculous to the sublime. But here, on JWD, we have been afforded an opportunity to be ourselves; what a diversity of personalities we are! So different from the fine examples of Witnesses portrayed by the text and iconography of WTB&TS publications. You, James, have benefited yourself and others by your tenure at JWD, and, if you feel the need to move on at this time, that's great! You will continue growing as an individual and may, if you so choose, continue assisting others to escape the cult experience.
Wishing you the best in your further adventures,
CoCo
...OUTLAW