So sorry. I normally come on here, and am strong and very vocal in me distain for the borg and all the things it entailed. Just feeling a bit sad for myself tonight and wanted to tell my friends.
My birthday was yesterday. The first official b.day since my official exit from the religion.
It got me to thinking about things. I dont miss the mind control, I don't miss the double standards.
But more than anything I miss my little nephew. Leon. He used to call me Auntie Twinkle. One summer < bless him, I got sick of the little mite following me ( since he used to virtualy live with me, since my ex pole dancing sister was busy persuing a rich brother to make her husband)calling me auntie shell. I said,,, I'm Auntie Twinkle.. And the name really stuck.
The last time I spoke to him was at the memorial in 2006. He wandered over in his lovely shirt and pink tie, He was as loving as ever, and said; why are you not friends with mummy anymore?, I cant remeber what I replied axactly, but I think I changed the subject.. Quick sharp!!!
I miss this little boy so much. I can live without my religious bigot mother, my distant brother and my slut sister. But I loved that little boy like you wouldn't believe.
Sorry guys, just even the hardest ones of us FEEL IT every now and again.
I need a hug from from my beautifull little nephew, but I won't have one again