If only Arthur could have still been around, lol.
Glad to see you tho, and with your thinking cap on too.
Your other posts seemed sincere enough, but the fact they were here of all places made me think you were feeling doubts you couldn't even admit to yourself. Like in the matrix when the just knew something was off.
I understand perfectly why it was so nice for you to be able to think 'I didn't agree with what he just said' while at the meeting. It's like a breath of mental fresh air after a winter shut in with stale renditions of other people's thoughts.
EDIT: Oops, I didn't understand as well as I thought, but consider, that maybe it IS nice? Just a little?
I don't mean to be a 'moaner', but I'm happy for ya, man!
At the danger of sounding like a broken record, have you considered doing some independent study? Reading a book or two that are full of fresh ideas you never let yourself think before?
CoC comes to mind, but I highly recommend Captives of a Concept because it's shorter, easier to read, and is a 5 buck pdf DL that is easier to hide from WTS trained family than a twelve pound copy of CoC.
Am I right, Stillin_74?
Not dissin Ray, or his book, or saying you wouldn't benefit from reading it, Just saying, is all.
Glad to see ya back, scottsy,
Rollerdave (of the '500 posts, where's my "congrats" thread?' sheep class)