Welcome to the forum.
You are in a unique position. You have knowledge of the basic JW teachings, but are not baptised. You are allowed to ask any question. Why shouldn't you? You wouln't buy a car, television, or computer without doing some research, and you shouldn't "buy into" this religion without having all doubts cleared up.
Please do more research on the history of this organization. Most of us here wish we had done that first.
Did you know that a person can be disfelloshipped, and some have, for joining the YMCA to use the swimming pool or excercise equipment but the Watchtower Society sought out and joined the United Nations as a Non-Governmental Associate ostensibly to use their library? No, they are not currently a member because the Guardian Newspaper in the UK broke the story a couple of years ago, and they quickly withdrew their membership.
Did you know that a baptised Witness could be disfellowshipped for merely looking at a website such as this one or for asking questions?
Please don't make any life-altering decision for yourself or your family without knowing all the answers to your satisfaction.
Remember-ask, ask, ask!!!!!