Terry, are you talking about God? Or organized religion?
A dark bedroom.
Outside: the wind. Scratching branches on the window pane.
Inside a thump in your closet. Slithering shadows.
What is it? What was it?
Every child has had this moment.
Here is where it begins.
What have you been told? What sort of world is it you inhabit?
Are their monsters in your world? If there are, then; there is a monster in that dark closet.
If your world contains no monsters it is only the wind and the shadows.
"God" is the monster in the closet if your parents put him there.
Religion is pulling the covers over your head.