You know when I first joined up here one of my first posts was about how much it hurt growing up as a JW kid. The emotional strain poor innocent children are put through is crazy.
Your youth is meant to the be the happiest carefree time of your life. Instead your trapped in an institution that has all these older brother and sister authority figures (excess to your actual parents) watching your every move. Ensuring that you adhere to a magnitude of strict and unreasonable rules/guidelines.
I can't wait to have kids and give them a childhood that they will just cherish.
I don't think I will ever get over some of the things I went through as a little witness kid.
But its good that you posted this chuckie. I think you'll find it very therapuetic to share your feelings with those who understand.