I am one confused dude and need serious therapy. Leaving is very tough. My family are in a life and death race to save me before "the end". I have been away for a couple years but still cling a little bit to a few JW friends - very few left now. My family is freaked out because now I have a "wordly" girlfriend. Oh the horror.
I have agreed to meet the elders and tell them my sins, after which I expect to be disfellowshipped. Its all so crazy but it had to come to this. Some friend say I should just stay away and not let them disfellowship me... HELP!