It is amazing what can be done when there is a support system in place. Even when that system is almost totally verbal alone.
Last night I told my dh that I was not content to just be an apostate but I want to do anything and everything I can to expose them and I have chosen to do this using my real name. I followed that up by saying that there might even be some threats against me. Ok, that last part about threats was over the top but I did it for a reason.He does not tolerate stress and is very fearful. Very, very fearful. It worked. He has decided to go to the apartment that will be emptying in a few weeks.( If I am ever successful at getting the people in it evicted!!!!)
We spoke about him going there in the recent past and he had agreed to go for a couple of weeks to give a break to our situation... but I guess now it is going to be permanent. I think that it is finally over.
Guess that the proper response should be worry and sorrow but instead I have energy this am!!!!! The knot in my stomach is looser and my jaws are more relaxed even my hands are not shaking.
Thank you friends . You are kind and honest.
With that said I will try to keep my personal melodramas off the board for a while.
cab / Mary