I did it to myself . I'm no longer angry at myself because I recognize the emotional state of mind I was in when I began studying.
The persons that had brought you into the WTS
The persons that brought me in would be my parents. As a teenager, I was not qualified to make such a serious decision as baptism. I did not understand the meaning of baptism nor seriousness of it. I also didn't understand what it meant to be a qualified ordained minister.
The questions were asked by my dad an elder. My dad would have me read the paragraph, he'd ask the question. If I knew the answer I would comment. I did not know the answers to the majority of the questions. If I didn't know the answer, he would tell me the answer and I would repeat it back.
Now I'm being shunned. I guess because I stopped repeating back the right answers.