One of the things that bothered me about leaving the jws is that I was df'd before I found this site, so I haven't had a chance to let off steam about some of the things I've learn really went on, and ended up bottling it up a bit. However, I bumped into an old friend of mine a few weeks back through work who is now an elder and had an interesting chat. I made sure I was real friendly to him as he was very good to me when I was a witness, and he was visibly releived when I said I still had contact with my still jw family for 'necessary business', and they were not completely cutting me off anymore. I told him I still thought a lot about things, perhaps even more now than when I was still a witness, but had a few things that I problems understanding and that was why I gave up trying to be reinstated. At the time he said he would be willing to come and talk to me about them, but I said I didn't think there would be much point because I didn't think he would be able to provide a satisfactory answer to my questions, although if he and any other witnesses were ever in my area they were more than welcome to call in for a coffee and a chat.
He's just called, and arranged to call round one day next week with another elder whose name I didn't reconise, but apparently I'll know his face when I see him. I plan to start off asking about the worsening world situation, and how its so bad for Ian Huntley to kill 2 innocent 10yr old girls but absolutely brilliant for Jehovah to kill millions of innocent children at armegedon. And also why Jehovah has allowed things to go on so long and get so bad, the universal question of whether or not we need god to rule us has been answered in the bible when he changed the languages at the tower of Babel. I want to discuss the un issue too, and why it was ok for the wbts to have a political affiliation but not the brothers in Malawi. The peodophile issue should be interesting too, he knows how badly things are handled when left to the local elders because we were in the same hall and saw how things were handled in an incident in 1999, the CO had to be pulled off a visit to another hall and sent to mine to sort it all out. And thats before I dig through the new 'best of' topic to get more ideas, lol.
What do you think, am I mad to do this or do you think it'll be a good way for me to let out some of the anger thats been built up in me? I also need some advice on recording equipment. I have a very good minidisc recorder that would work, but would be unable to connect it to my computer to upload it. I was palnning on buying a webcam and microphone this week anyway, would it be possible to record/video the whole thing onto my harddrive, or even to have a live link for anyone who would be interested?