jgnat, this is not a spoof, I am telling you why I should not feel guilty for not going to see my mother in the hospital. I had two elders call my husband today, asking "What is wrong with you? Do you want this to get back to the Organization because your parents were missionaries in South America for twenty years!" My father was a elder for decades and served the Organization until mother emasculated him, by insisting he allow the "drug addict brother" a place to stay with them. At the time my brother was disfellowshiped and according to the Society's rules, mom and dad should have been disfellowshiped for bringing this sick man into their house. My brother has conned mom dozens of times, and he got all the attention!
My mother spent a hundred thousand dollars trying to help the screw ups of the family, she would coddle my alcoholic brother while ignoring the fine examples we were making with the Organization. She drove my brother eighty miles to see a psychiatrist because my brother did not want anyone to see him walking into a local office. She is so dumb, she dropped him off with his $150 payment and he told her "come back in a hour and a half", he later bragged he used the money to buy Meth and never say the doctor!
Mom's attention and approval were not based of doing good with Jehovah, she need a "project person" so she could feel happy and play "saviour", yes, she has the saviour complex and gave all the attention to children with drug or mental problems. My brothers and sisters with their shit together, were blown off or marginalized, so why should the brothers be harrassing me and my family?
We played by the rules all our life, it makes me mad as hell we should be forced to talk with people who do not value Jehovah's clean organization and the spiritual protection we receive by obeying. You don't know how long I watched my brother work my mother for money, attention and love. Obedient children got very little of her time, so pay back is a bitch, I am returning her lack of attention and affection.
My sister is a loser and mentally ill on Prozac, in fact I think everyone except me is on some type of antidepressant. Let the weak members of the Organization take care of each other, the examples of obedient members are growing more scare every year. I have no regrets and if Mom does pass away this week, the only back-splash will be people judging me for not going to the hospital. I can't overcome my hatred of Dad and Mom, that is why I am here today, to show my reasons for not visiting Mom in the hospital. Can you understand where I am coming from, I obey the Slave and obedience to my weak family, is option.