Frankly I feel the worst things they believe about me, the better.
Their rejection of me tends to be proportionate to how awful they are and how much of a good person I actually am.
When they started making up stories about me, I thought it was funny and showed how petty and vindictive they are. The elders demanded my pioneer ID card be returned after a story they made up about me. I had told them many months prior I not only resigned as a pioneer but would never come back to the kh.
When they made up a story about me to ban me from being in my sister's wedding, I thought it was even funnier (although annoying) and I just found them to be the dumbest, most immature people on the planet.
When they began believing I was possessed by demons, I was SO amused. They literally tremble at the notion I'm capable of sending my demons into their bodies, and they are such hateful, small human beings they deserve it.
Calling me an apostate? Nah, that doesn't bother me.