Wife had been transferred back to her old room on Sunday.
She's back in ICU again this morning because she's bleeding again. I am at the hospital now using the public computer in the waiting room while they set her up in her new room. I just knew that it was too early to send her back to her old room from ICU because I felt it was too soon and didn't think her bleeding problem wasn't exactly over yet.
She's scared and so am I. I will spend whatever time I have with her until I have to go home to get some rest before work. I hope they find what's causing the bleeding and get it fixed. This time I will insist that she says in ICU for at least a couple of weeks or so just to be absolutely sure she's not going to have this problem again.
In the meantime, I got a tough decision in regards to her trait that's posing a major problem for her. Her trait hole is getting too big and it's slipping out. I don't think there's much choice but to switch back to the tube in the mouth in order for her hole to heal up. It cannot be stitched up because it has to heal from the inside out. She'll have to be sedated during the time when's she on the mouth tube as she has a huge gag reflex. But still, having the tube in the mouth still carries the same risks as the trait. Mouth ulcers and possible damage to her vocal cords. So the decision is basically a "damn if you do and damn if you don't."
Sighs, she gets better one day and shit hits the fan in the next.
Please keep her in your thoughts.
Thanks
Yiz