Whyizit wrote:
"Maybe you have both thought of each other over the years, and it was God's way of letting you know that everything is okay. So, was she everything you remembered? Any butterflies? Or did you feel like, "Whew! Thank goodness I didn't go there!"?
She was exactly as I remembered her. If anything she looked better. No butterflies but I was nervous as hell. I detected some pain in her but that was just an impression. She might of been having a bad day. I seem to be looking to reconnect with people from my past lately. Maybe its my way of finnally putting all the baggage down. Sorry for unloading on you all.
Tonight after all of this" The Heart of the Matter" by Don Henley came on the radio. Some of the lines struck a cord.
"There are people in your life whove come and gone
They let you down you know they hurt your pride
You better put it all behind you baby; life goes on
You keep carryin that anger; itll eat you up inside, baby
Ive been trying to get down
To the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak
And my thought seem to scatter
But I think its about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you dont love me
Ive been tryin to get down
To the heart of the matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So Im thinkin about forgiveness"
Maybe thats what its all above.
Asheron