Run away as far you can. I grew in JW and seen different stages and teologial, doctrinal changes over these years, that current JW organization is not the same the one I attended in the 70's and 80's. While it is nice and certainly honarable that JW maintain strict neutrality and does not interfere with political affairs of the world, it is also necessary to say, they abuse it for their own personal benefit. They ride on free social services, welfare nests, charity, food bank; and whine how this world belong to Satan. They obviously do not mind abusing the system and the benefits, while avoiding sharing any responsibility from other taxpayers. They are hypocrites. I know JW who never worked entire life, their hands are soft from lack of real work, they live in public housing, recieve benefits and welfare, and get free food delivery from a Catholic charity while spending their day by preaching and soul fishing.
JW will study with you only at the beginning to entice you to the organization. Once you became a member, all studies cases and you are obligated accept whatever teaching, doctrine, and thinking is spewn from the WT organization. No questions are allowed, no independent Bible studies, no examination of beliefs and articles. Publications became a precedence over reall relationship with God. Entire theology revolves around preaching and distributing literature, not to serve God and will not answer you with real life troubles.
Once you start to question any doctrines, you will be ostracized as a troublemaker. People who profess a free will and critical thinking are usually isolated from the pack. The KH is unforgiving and will remember your questioning for years and decades. People get disfellowshiped from self study of Bible, or question older publications. Forget about regular failing as any humans had. If you do not have excessive family ties in KH, you will be out. My cousins and his entire messed family from my evil aunt had so many issues with laws, taxes, etc, and never got DF and they are elders with all extensive family. Other cousin walked away and my aunt for the rest of her life never talked to him nor ever had dealt with his grandchildren. She called them pawn of Satan to weaken her faith.
At the end, you will need to make own decision, if you want to serve publishing house or not. You got free will.