Hi Erik,
Welcome to the board..
I assume you have Read Ray Franz' book, Crisis of Conscience, right?
If so, he pointed out alot of stuff in that book that you need to take a good hard look at (remove the fear, first and foremost)..
The JW's claim to be god's earthly channel of communications, right? That would mean that they have claimed to have spoken in God's name? Right? This being true, they have made prophetic errors in god's name. Check the bible, and you will see what God himself said of prphets that speak in his name:
-- Revised Standard Version --
Deuteronomy 18:20 - But the prophet who presumes to speak a word in my name which I have not commanded him to speak, or who speaks in the name of other gods, that same prophet shall die.'
Deuteronomy 18:22 - when a prophet speaks in the name of the LORD, if the word does not come to pass or come true, that is a word which the LORD has not spoken; the prophet has spoken it presumptuously, you need not be afraid of him.
Reread Crisis of Conscience and then cross reference all the statements Ray points out in his book with the actual literature from the organization.. You'll see that Ray is quoting directly from their literature..
You'll also see that the organization on many occasions has stated infatically that they are god's channel, only they can speak for god, etc.. etc.. etc..
Now, look at their prophecies they have made over the years.. How many of them have come true? NONE!
Then, to address your fear I say this (From the inspired word of GOD himself):
Deuteronomy 18:22 - when a prophet speaks in the name of the LORD, if the word does not come to pass or come true, that is a word which the LORD has not spoken; the prophet has spoken it presumptuously, you need not be afraid of him.
Erik: "You need not be afraid of him" (or them)
I'm sure others will have even more potent stuff to point out to you, but here is some food for thought...