maybe if you pray to Jehovah about it everything will turn out fine
you sound like that guy on the HBO show, "Curb Your Enthusiasm". It's on Sunday nights after Sopranos. He thinks he gets in trouble, apologizes, the person doesn't know what he's talking about, he needs to explain, and makes it 100 times worse.
2 years from now, you'll be laughing your ass off. Don't sweat it.