I'm at the stage of being me. I've suffered with depression for 12 years, the deep abyss only occurs occasionally now. Is there such a thing as passive activism? I know it's a bit of an oxymoron but I keep quiet about JWs most if the time but once I do get going its all guns blazing.
Kate, hang in there, you are going through life changing stuff, small changes can be hard enough so just keep taking it one day at a time.