Hi, my name is Maybeso and I am an apostate...
The term used to scare me and I used to think the worst of people that would dare talk against Jehovah... If I knew then what I know now.
after waking up and wanting to get out of this nightmare, the word apostate is really bothering me.
if i quitely become inactive, fade away will i just be looked at as "always weak".
i want to scream out how big a fool i was.. and now telling my poor young daughter how wrong i was to bring her up as a jw.
Hi, my name is Maybeso and I am an apostate...
The term used to scare me and I used to think the worst of people that would dare talk against Jehovah... If I knew then what I know now.
starting to feel my time is wasted on here lately and its time to move on.. some of the best, meaty stuff only gets a few hundreds views and as soon as the posts dry up a bit the thread is soon forgotten (usually in a few days) under the constantly falling snowflakes of new threads (many trival) continuously being created and popping up as 'active topics'.
the same core jw related subjects then keep reappearing over and over again as new threads without getting a thorough treatment at the time (eg, there must be at least one 'are jw's a cult' thread started each week on here; 'new light' topics get about 20 new threads started with the quality of analysis spread and diluted over all of them.).
anyone else tend to feel the same way at times?.
Let's be honest y'all... If your thread is really that important it will be searched and commented on for many years coming. It doesn't matter if your pride gets hurt by not getting all the comments and views you feel your thread is worth getting.
I've used the search function for than I can remember to find topics not recently posted or discussed. If your thread is meaningful to help and aid those who are truly wanting to know TTAT and get help on other things, be sure your thread (if truly meaningful and helpful) will aid others in their search for freedom or whatever else they are looking to attain.
I for one appreciate all the many topics and threads, even if repeated. You never know what difference you'll make on others, a lot of you guys have helped me more than you can imagine.
...just my two cents
..from the scriptures why.... 1) material wealth is a sign of jehovah's blessing in our modern day.. 2) why jehovah blesses the growth of chicken populations, but allows active jehovah's witnesses to die in field service, or on the way to conventions, and on the way to celebrate the memorial?
3) why jesus is not your mediator?
bibles and a concordance only.
Wait... what did the Borg told me to say?.....
i don't get it.
(and i don't care about america's "royalty" either)..
Babies are very cute and loveable.... but who cares about some baby that you will never ever be able to even get close to.
So, nope, don't care.
Thank you guys, to all and each of you. No one else knows how it really is until you find out about TTATT.
Funny thing, I have the #3 this next meeting...ugh!!!!!
Thanks to all of you, I've read and re-read all your comments and posts. I really appreciate your kind words and excellent suggestions.
For now, I'm trying to play it cool and figure out my next move.
Thank you and enjoy your weekend!
I’m very sad, upset and disappointed all at the same time. Why couldn’t I just stay away from this dam forum and live my life and blindly dedicated it to the borg. Now I know TTATT, I can’t ignore all the facts and all the stories of the great people in this forum. Hence my sign on name: maybeso. Maybe you all are right, maybe you are not, maybe some of you were treated unfairly, maybe you had a lot to do with it, maybe the witnesses are no longer chosen by God anymore, maybe God hates every time we call him Jehovah, I know I hate when my name is not pronounced correctly. Maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe……
What do I do now? Do I tell my wife about everything I’ve found out thanks to a lot of you? Do I just ignore everything and live a happy blinded life? Or, do I fade and come up with a story on why I’m fading? What to do? What to do?
Anyways, just wanted to vent a little, no need to respond J but thank you for your well-meant words and encouragement. I’m just feeling a little lost right now and I’m thinking very hard what to do next. I’ll keep you guys posted on what I do next.
saw this in the houston chronicle.. what do you guys think?
photoshop?
maybe something wrong with phone?
Saw this in the Houston Chronicle.
What do you guys think? Photoshop? Maybe something wrong with phone? Background hidden particles in the area made the shape to appear in the picture?
is this not inappropriate behavior in the eyes of jah?
surely it must.. .
http://savedfromthewatchtower.blogspot.com/2011_09_01_archive.html.
Another thing to consider....Debit card machines incurr monthly fees from the banks. Who is paying for this? If someone donates $10, they are being misled. Their $10 is not going to be fully invested in the borg and its publishing company. 2-10% will go to the banks, the other "6" of the "666". So... are we being part of the "666" by contributing to their banks via this arrangement at the conventions?
I have decided to not make contributions anymore, I'll keep my $10 and buy a six pack instead
that's right, a knife and a baby in close proximity.... .
http://www.jw.org/assets/m/ijw13fr/502013178/ijw13fr_id-502013178_e/502013178_e_cnt_1.pdf.
anything goes, so long as you're proving how "wise" king solomon was.. .
I can't seem to connect the dots accurately. Let's see....1....2...23.....45... ah nuts.
In another note: I am going to show this around to my JW friends and family and see their reaction. I think it's crazy.