I am into my 90ies and experiencing that. It would by hypocrisy to preach the wt doctrines and of course financing them.
At least when we were in, we had reason to believe some of it, like impending nuclear exchanges to poison the planet, after billions of dead. Now i feel sorry for those out in the field, the phony phones, peddling what amounts to a badly warmed up 1914 overlapping spiritual meal.
Older people are happy, they are beyond the struggles of so-called "truth". life will take it's course. enjoy. That does nor mean I will not work to straighten out my family: example, yesterday's text. The [other] sheep:
They know now the alternate explanations, non-israelite Christians. the great crowd of other sheep. in the heavenly temple
You have to know the alternative explanation to defend "the truth" against contradictions, right?