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  Was There ANYTHING Positive That You Experienced Because of Being a JW?

  by minimus in

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  was there anything positive about your jehovah's witness experience?.

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  Frezia

  Positive: i didn't get pregnant and become a single mother in my teens...

  Negatives: i didn't get to have sex until well past my bloom of youth, when I finally agreed to trust someone enough to let them close/get married

  Super negative: lost my faith, my father and got cancer in the same year...oh life can suck sometime :) ps did I mention that I probably will not get a chance to be a mother?

  Sorry...probably missed the point about being positive, but currently struggling to see many positives from being raised as a jw:(
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  Assembly Dramas:They were so bad.... but.... you waited for them to break away from the monotony!

  by RULES & REGULATIONS in

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  you do remember the four day assemblies... sitting outdoors being fried in the sweltering heat,getting heat stroke in the middle of july in an outdoor baseball stadium.sitting outdoors from 9:45 a.m. to 5:00 p.m. was so much fun while you wore a suit,long sleeve shirt and a tie while your brain fried.

  mom's who had children to take care of,lug strollers,feed all the kids,take them for bathroom breaks and try to not faint from the heat.. the sound and audio was always breaking and barely audible from the wind,airplanes flying over and (if you attended the cicero,illinois circuit )you would smell horse manure from the horse stables next door.. you know that you are a jehovah's witness.... when the only excitement waiting for the drama... where brothers and sisters dress up in ancient cloths,fake beards,fake rocks and fake soldier uniforms and wave their hands incessantly to pretend that they are acting out a drama.the excitement was unbearable!.

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  Frezia

  This brought memories of my childhood when we would camp at the assembly...poor family with too mang kids, could not afford a hotel...parents were always bickering about something...and getting dressed on a hot summer morning/getting dresses ironed in a tent and then sit all day in the sweltering heat whilst our school peers were probably having fun somewhere by a lake...that was not fun :)
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  Assembly Dramas:They were so bad.... but.... you waited for them to break away from the monotony!

  by RULES & REGULATIONS in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

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  you do remember the four day assemblies... sitting outdoors being fried in the sweltering heat,getting heat stroke in the middle of july in an outdoor baseball stadium.sitting outdoors from 9:45 a.m. to 5:00 p.m. was so much fun while you wore a suit,long sleeve shirt and a tie while your brain fried.

  mom's who had children to take care of,lug strollers,feed all the kids,take them for bathroom breaks and try to not faint from the heat.. the sound and audio was always breaking and barely audible from the wind,airplanes flying over and (if you attended the cicero,illinois circuit )you would smell horse manure from the horse stables next door.. you know that you are a jehovah's witness.... when the only excitement waiting for the drama... where brothers and sisters dress up in ancient cloths,fake beards,fake rocks and fake soldier uniforms and wave their hands incessantly to pretend that they are acting out a drama.the excitement was unbearable!.

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  Frezia

  They were a great distraction from the boring talks....today's videos do not measure up...
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  RIP dad, who introduced me to this fairytail of everlastin life and paradise :(

  by Frezia in

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  less than 5 hours ago my great dad fell asleep the last time :( still in a bit of a shock and sad that i will not see him again...i promised myself that once he is here no more, i will somehow make my move out of this organisation who kept us all captive believing in a fantasy of an everlasting life :( i am in a tricky situation, since raised as jw, still in, married to an active jw, and pretty sure that all in my social and family circle will turn their backs on me if i finally say goodbye to a fairytail ;(.

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  Frezia

  dad was 75, very ill towards the end, and we all 'prayed' for his relief....he became witness as a kid and was very devouted all his life (bringing all his family 'in') with all the persecution that came with it in the eastern europe...I am living in the UK and only recently (about a year ago) learnt the TATT
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  RIP dad, who introduced me to this fairytail of everlastin life and paradise :(

  by Frezia in

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  less than 5 hours ago my great dad fell asleep the last time :( still in a bit of a shock and sad that i will not see him again...i promised myself that once he is here no more, i will somehow make my move out of this organisation who kept us all captive believing in a fantasy of an everlasting life :( i am in a tricky situation, since raised as jw, still in, married to an active jw, and pretty sure that all in my social and family circle will turn their backs on me if i finally say goodbye to a fairytail ;(.

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  Frezia

  thank you all for your kind words :'(
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  RIP dad, who introduced me to this fairytail of everlastin life and paradise :(

  by Frezia in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  less than 5 hours ago my great dad fell asleep the last time :( still in a bit of a shock and sad that i will not see him again...i promised myself that once he is here no more, i will somehow make my move out of this organisation who kept us all captive believing in a fantasy of an everlasting life :( i am in a tricky situation, since raised as jw, still in, married to an active jw, and pretty sure that all in my social and family circle will turn their backs on me if i finally say goodbye to a fairytail ;(.

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  Frezia

  I am not sure yet how to fade...have not been in the ministry for a few months, as I can't bear it... and are very irregular at meetings....hopefully will now dodge the visit of 'concerned' elders for a while, due to beravment...ideally would like to get at least the hubby out with me :(
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  RIP dad, who introduced me to this fairytail of everlastin life and paradise :(

  by Frezia in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  less than 5 hours ago my great dad fell asleep the last time :( still in a bit of a shock and sad that i will not see him again...i promised myself that once he is here no more, i will somehow make my move out of this organisation who kept us all captive believing in a fantasy of an everlasting life :( i am in a tricky situation, since raised as jw, still in, married to an active jw, and pretty sure that all in my social and family circle will turn their backs on me if i finally say goodbye to a fairytail ;(.

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  Frezia

  Less than 5 hours ago my great dad fell asleep the last time :( Still in a bit of a shock and sad that I will not see him again...I promised myself that once he is here no more, I will somehow make my move out of this organisation who kept us all captive believing in a fantasy of an everlasting life :( I am in a tricky situation, since raised as JW, still in, married to an active JW, and pretty sure that all in my social and family circle will turn their backs on me if I finally say goodbye to a fairytail ;(