Fear of the apostate boogeyman, fear of Armageddon, fear of Satan, fear of the “World”, fear of losing God’s blessing, fear of being deceived, ect...
For many of us who have been out for a while, we’ve lost these fears that are drilled into the cult member by constant indoctrination. But for a long time, these fears kept us from seeking an abundance of information that was at our fingertips.
I know for me it took 17 years.