I was a highly discouraged witness that wanted to prove that my life was not a waste. In the process I was in a debate with someone on an AOL chat room and the individual proved unequivocally that what I was taught was a lie.
I remember the exact moment when it clicked. I felt very ill and sat on a chair in the family room and was overwhelmed with sadness.
I remember just feeling overwhelmed. Even to this day, 25 years later, I remember this feeing.