LyinEyes
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Can we forgive our parents??????????
by LyinEyes inguess this kind of goes with the other thread i started about looking at the inner child that is still hurtingk by posting a pic of us when we where kids.. i found this pic of my parents, my mom was just 15,,,,,my dad barely 18, shortly after , they married soon and i was born when my my was just 16. .
just looking at their faces in this moment in time, in this picture, i can see , that they were just kids too, that they were not ready to face the hardships of starting a family so soon.
i am not making excuses for the things they both did,,,,,,,,,,, they both did many things to hurt me.
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Post a pic of the child that you were,,,,,,,,,,in honor of healing
by LyinEyes inmost of you know that i have moved back to my old house, and in the process, had lots of boxes to go thru.
i have found so many treasured moments of my life, things like my kids, my family, etc.. for just a couple of hours lately i have been putting alot of my pictures when i was young on my personal file, just because they are the only copies i have of them.. i heard it once said that when you have pain in your past , your childhood, that you should look at that picture of the 8 or 9 year old you once were and enbrace her,, or him.
i have done that, and i can tell you it opens the door to so much healing, so much compassion for yourself, something that you as an adult really need to move on.
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Driving thru my past tonite..literally..
by LyinEyes intonite , i was afraid of the feelings i might have passing thru the area where my mom and dad grew up , where all of my family still lives, and where my mom is buried.. my son, jake had a game in natchitoches and we had to go right thru the area to get there.
i decided at the last moment to stop my grandfathers place.
when he died it went to my mom, but since she was dead before him, it goes to my sister and i. .
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Happy 9th Birthday to my baby....just look at you now!!!
by LyinEyes innine years ago today,,,,,,,my last baby was born , only to have been told for 3 weeks that he would not live but a few hours if that.
he had so many problems , and i had the best doctors working with me trying to save my life and his,,,,,,,still the news was the same everyday.......they said he wouldnt make it and they were sorry.
they told me to pic a name out for my baby boy, so that when the time came, arrangements could be made.
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Just wanted to say Hello to all of you........and hugsssssss
by LyinEyes ini have been so busy here lately, trying to get moved from one house to another, while working on the one we are living in now......errrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i have thought of you all often, wishing i had more time to respond to many of your post,,,,,, i try to read them as much as i can and hopefully will be back in the swing of things shortly.
i hope that life is treating you all great and that you are still enjoying your freedom from the borg.
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Son goin to Metallica concert in Dallas,,,,,,OMG
by LyinEyes inwell the day he and his best buds have been waiting for is here.
they are in dallas going to their first huge concert ,,,,,, i am not sure all the bands that are playing , but it is going to be a once in a lifetime thing.......so i let him go.. i am a little nervous about it , but i am so happy that he is living the life that i never could.
i pray and hope they make it home safe and sound,,,,,,,i know i have to let him go little by little, usually i would say , not safe,,,,and say no.
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I have something to say
by LyinEyes ini have my reasons for not saying much on this thread and i really think the warning was put out there and it is up to you to trust jes,,,,,,,,someone you have known a long damn time, or someone who has already been deceptive.
i don't want to say anymore,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, my reasons are very important to me and there may be some that may want to pm me about this , if i feel i can trust them , i will answer questions.
i will not answer some questions on this thread to protect a poster here whom i dont want to hurt , she is a sweet lady and he knows her well, i don't think she knows he is even on this forum.. you all know me,,,,,,,,,,, you know jes,,,,,,,,,,there is more to it than you think.
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The feeling I have for our New "Brotherhood" of Apostates
by LyinEyes ini am sure i am speaking for all of us here when i say that i have never felt so much love and understanding as i do right now.
the wedding of prcapone and jesika, has really touched my heart.
two people who found each other with a common background.....two people who will go on with their lives free of the jw chains and can truly be happy.. i think of all the hard work the "sisters" put into making the wedding beautiful, the flowers, the rose petels, the dress, the cake, the little special touches.
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PICTURES!!!!!!!!! Louisiana Mini Fest
by LyinEyes insorry these took so long to get these pictures up for ya'll to see.
these are of the louisiana mini fest we had a couple of weeks ago with searcher, moreisbetter, prcapone, and jesika.
edited to add who is who and who was doing what and with who...........hehe.
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Adult children of alcholics/drugs,,,,,,,,how did you heal?
by LyinEyes inmy mother was addicted to prescription drugs, mostly pain pills and muscle relaxers.
it was very hard growing up with a parent like that.
i remember being 5 and having to do all the washing of the dishes, folding clothes and watching my baby sister.