I'm not sure if god exists any more. If he does and he is as described in the bible he is not worthy of our worship.
Perhaps god is really something beyond our ability to understand, the creator, and thus all ideas of god are just man made and based on our limited knowledge?
Of course, there may not be a god at all, although it seems design requires a designer. Perhaps whoever/whatever created us/ the universe, has lost interest in us and moved on?
Sometimes I still think there is someone out there watching out for me, I don't know. But I do not believe in the god of the bible anymore.