Space hi.....when I have had a fleeting thought to go
back, my mind was yearning for the 'old routine', and I could
picture it in my mind........walking in and sitting down in a
favorite area ....and then just spacing out, letting the speaker
& routine of the whole thing, take over ......aahhh didn't have to
think or feel aahhhhh....someone else was doing it for me!
It would feel familiar & safe.
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Space, your programme is still running! Just let it, no hurry,
you could always go back if you really feel the need....don't panic.
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If all of us had never heard of jehovah's witnesses... we wouldn't be
having this problem. We would have been living a normal life,
with no urgency to believe a certain way or not! We would not have
this dilema going on in our heads! We probably would never have
thought about whether we were agnostic, atheist etc ..or not!
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Slow down your mind ... you are over thinking. Give it a rest.
Take care of your physical body right now. Start small...go for a
short walk everyday ... the exercise & oxygen will help you... so will
the birds singing & smiling at those you meet outside.
Been there, done that sweety.......with you in thought
clarity
