I think, I´m getting the concept of evolution more clear now,
all I need is to verify the proof, which is often in the fossil record. All I know about fossils is, yes you guessed right, from the WTS
but thats something I have to look for and read about.
The other day I watched a program on TV about some strange animal in Russia, a mole like thing, with tiny eyes, but blind.
I thought, what does this particular animal point to, to a creator who made everything perfect (why then stunted eyes ?) or rather some kind of development over million of years, where in constant darkness eyes are more of a hindrance than a help.
another point is, I even wondered as a full believing witness, why do animals get problems of old age like humans ?
Amazingly, while I´m still not convinced about either model, creation or evolution, I learn to evaluate facts from a neutral stand, and do not need to brush off everything that is said in support of evolution, as most witnesses do.