I sure do remember that phase. I started to come up with legitimate reasons to miss some of my meetings. Such as getting in home late from work. Sometimes I would walk home from my job which was over ten miles from my house. I lost a lot of weight when I starting doing that. That is how bogged down I felt about wanting or being made to feel like I had to attend the many boring meetings.
Although, I am a member of another church and there are meeting that I attend, I have never felt more free in my entire life. I now serve God because I want to not because I am afraid of what the elders might think.
peace