Raised as a dub, I was not just disciplined, I was beaten.
I suffered physically, emotionally and mentally until I was 18.
I conformed, just to protect myself.
There is a dividing line between a personnal acceptance of the truth and having someone else's acceptance of the truth forced on you.
Go to the dictionary and look up acceptance. Willingness is the key word. You can accept what you want, but you have to accept the fact that others will accept what they want.
You dubs are great at preaching. You are poor at practicing what you preach because you are so devout to preaching you have no time to practice. You don't even have any self devotion. You are motivated by a book written by men and retranslated by men thousands of times.
Your Jehovah is number one to you. Second is this and third is that and eventually you might come to your wife and children.