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i was so upset yesterday, but today i put it all in perspective.
i had to call my ex-husband to take care of the final divorce crap, and my ex-mother in law answers and i politly say who is calling and ask her how she is and i couldn't belive her reaction, she was pissed off and ask what i wanted, i asked my ex what her problem was and he said " well she is reallly upset because it's going around that you held a press confrence in front of the kh and that you were in new york protesting", well i couldn't help myself so i told him " it's amazing how she will shake the hand of the man who molested me for so many years, yet i stand in front of a kh and say they need to change there policys and she treats me as if i'm the evil one".. anyway i was really upset and i started thinking i in a way am happy i called and all this was said because now i know it is getting to them, they are hearing it, not liking it but forced to hear it, i give my props to all out there for getting the message out, it's making a diffrence....whoo hooooooo
<<<<<<<<LAURIE>>>>>>>>
Hey babe e-mail
Miss you......Erica
Think41self: Your right, only face reallity if it's convinient. I think to I have tried so hard for her acceptence for all those years, but she looks like the bad one when she repeats the story I was sooo kind to her and she was the %$#&@$
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i was so upset yesterday, but today i put it all in perspective.
i had to call my ex-husband to take care of the final divorce crap, and my ex-mother in law answers and i politly say who is calling and ask her how she is and i couldn't belive her reaction, she was pissed off and ask what i wanted, i asked my ex what her problem was and he said " well she is reallly upset because it's going around that you held a press confrence in front of the kh and that you were in new york protesting", well i couldn't help myself so i told him " it's amazing how she will shake the hand of the man who molested me for so many years, yet i stand in front of a kh and say they need to change there policys and she treats me as if i'm the evil one".. anyway i was really upset and i started thinking i in a way am happy i called and all this was said because now i know it is getting to them, they are hearing it, not liking it but forced to hear it, i give my props to all out there for getting the message out, it's making a diffrence....whoo hooooooo
dedaisy: your too funny, your right though she was always "nice" to me but I knew she never really liked me, not until her little boy cheated on me did she start to treat me with more of a natural love, but then I left him and she still was really nice, till yesterday she actually showed her true colors, makes me sick.
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i was so upset yesterday, but today i put it all in perspective.
i had to call my ex-husband to take care of the final divorce crap, and my ex-mother in law answers and i politly say who is calling and ask her how she is and i couldn't belive her reaction, she was pissed off and ask what i wanted, i asked my ex what her problem was and he said " well she is reallly upset because it's going around that you held a press confrence in front of the kh and that you were in new york protesting", well i couldn't help myself so i told him " it's amazing how she will shake the hand of the man who molested me for so many years, yet i stand in front of a kh and say they need to change there policys and she treats me as if i'm the evil one".. anyway i was really upset and i started thinking i in a way am happy i called and all this was said because now i know it is getting to them, they are hearing it, not liking it but forced to hear it, i give my props to all out there for getting the message out, it's making a diffrence....whoo hooooooo
I wasn't sure how JW's were reacting to this whole child abuse thang, and I realized with her reaction that there either thinking twice about it or they are hating us for speaking up, the march was a huge success, and witnesses are hearing about it and what they do with that info is totally up to them but I know that I along with most people at the march and who have supported this issue have a certain satisfaction in doing what is right.
As far as being brave well thank you, I don't see myself that way but I do know one things for sure all the support was strengthening, which is why I want to help anybody who needs it cause I know how much it helps to have someone else to be your back bone.
We are making a diffrence and I am sooo thrilled about it.
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i was so upset yesterday, but today i put it all in perspective.
i had to call my ex-husband to take care of the final divorce crap, and my ex-mother in law answers and i politly say who is calling and ask her how she is and i couldn't belive her reaction, she was pissed off and ask what i wanted, i asked my ex what her problem was and he said " well she is reallly upset because it's going around that you held a press confrence in front of the kh and that you were in new york protesting", well i couldn't help myself so i told him " it's amazing how she will shake the hand of the man who molested me for so many years, yet i stand in front of a kh and say they need to change there policys and she treats me as if i'm the evil one".. anyway i was really upset and i started thinking i in a way am happy i called and all this was said because now i know it is getting to them, they are hearing it, not liking it but forced to hear it, i give my props to all out there for getting the message out, it's making a diffrence....whoo hooooooo
I was so upset yesterday, but today I put it all in perspective. I had to call my ex-husband to take care of the final divorce crap, and my ex-mother in law answers and I politly say who is calling and ask her how she is and I couldn't belive her reaction, she was pissed off and ask what I wanted, I asked my ex what her problem was and he said " Well she is reallly upset because it's going around that you held a press confrence in front of the KH and that you were in New York protesting", well I couldn't help myself so I told him " It's amazing how she will shake the hand of the man who molested me for so many years, yet I stand in front of a KH and say they need to change there policys and she treats me as if I'm the evil one".
Anyway I was really upset and I started thinking I in a way am happy I called and all this was said because now I know it is getting to them, they are hearing it, not liking it but forced to hear it, I give my props to all out there for getting the message out, it's making a diffrence....Whoo HoooooooErica
well, i talk about my abuse so much i haven't found the need to post it.
i guess i will post it now so i can write it once and not have to keep writing it over and over again.
well, my eariliest memory is of being punished.
Hey girl, you are one strong person and I admire you soooo much.
I forgot to get your e-mail address so heres mine, [email protected]
I't was great meeting you, I had such a good time. Love you lots, take care hon.
Erica
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it started out having a bad day.... no babysitter had to miss work , friend came over so i went to get a haircut, she followed me there and took care of michael, on the way home, on the freeway, i was on the the third lane to the left and the car engine shuts off and i had to get three lanes over to the right, in major traffic, i barley made and the car dies.. i started to panick cause it's dark and i have michael and i'm on a freeway.... so i get michael and start walking and praying, and this man pulled over and i started to get even more nervous but i accepted the ride, he took me to a gas station and well his truck was really high , like three in a half feet, well i had forgotten about that so when i steped out of his truck i fell with michael in my arms he started screaming and i started to ball my head off.. okay here's my point like 3 people there helped me, the gas station let me use there phone and gave me something to drink, a couple wouldn't leave until they knew i was taken care of offered me money for a cab or tow truck, they waited like 15 minutes.. i thought of you all, who really didn't know me, but were there for me when i needed it the most, there are some really great people out there, and it doesn't matter what religion you belong to.
Thanks Simon, I am soar and scraped up but it's all good I was just really scared cause it was dark and I had Michael, I found out today that the truck has a really bad gas leak so I was very fortunate that it just ran out of gas instead of...... well you know, I don't even want to think about it, scary stuff !
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it started out having a bad day.... no babysitter had to miss work , friend came over so i went to get a haircut, she followed me there and took care of michael, on the way home, on the freeway, i was on the the third lane to the left and the car engine shuts off and i had to get three lanes over to the right, in major traffic, i barley made and the car dies.. i started to panick cause it's dark and i have michael and i'm on a freeway.... so i get michael and start walking and praying, and this man pulled over and i started to get even more nervous but i accepted the ride, he took me to a gas station and well his truck was really high , like three in a half feet, well i had forgotten about that so when i steped out of his truck i fell with michael in my arms he started screaming and i started to ball my head off.. okay here's my point like 3 people there helped me, the gas station let me use there phone and gave me something to drink, a couple wouldn't leave until they knew i was taken care of offered me money for a cab or tow truck, they waited like 15 minutes.. i thought of you all, who really didn't know me, but were there for me when i needed it the most, there are some really great people out there, and it doesn't matter what religion you belong to.
I guess was my point of telling what happened, that "we" were always taught that JW's are the ones who would act like these sweet people did and it made me smile, (when it was all over and I was safe in my own home ), that there are some awesome people out there that are just kind because there heart and soul desire it to be that way.... NOT BECAUSE THERE JW'S, but rather because they are human.
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it started out having a bad day.... no babysitter had to miss work , friend came over so i went to get a haircut, she followed me there and took care of michael, on the way home, on the freeway, i was on the the third lane to the left and the car engine shuts off and i had to get three lanes over to the right, in major traffic, i barley made and the car dies.. i started to panick cause it's dark and i have michael and i'm on a freeway.... so i get michael and start walking and praying, and this man pulled over and i started to get even more nervous but i accepted the ride, he took me to a gas station and well his truck was really high , like three in a half feet, well i had forgotten about that so when i steped out of his truck i fell with michael in my arms he started screaming and i started to ball my head off.. okay here's my point like 3 people there helped me, the gas station let me use there phone and gave me something to drink, a couple wouldn't leave until they knew i was taken care of offered me money for a cab or tow truck, they waited like 15 minutes.. i thought of you all, who really didn't know me, but were there for me when i needed it the most, there are some really great people out there, and it doesn't matter what religion you belong to.
Thanks for the responce.
Mimilly... Your right about mothers instinct it was a pretty big fall, and I have a huge scrape and briuse on my elbow and my knee and back are both killing me, ( which is why I'm up ), but Michael is fine, I think the screaming and crying was the scare of the fall.
As far as taking a ride I hesitated and I decided to go for it cause the exit was far and the nearest gas station was even farther, plus there was no walking area when you get on the off ramp and on Friday nights in Sacramento traffic is horrible, but I was sooo scared getting into his truck.
I was so surprised that there were so many people who were willing to help, made things so much easier, emotionally soothing and phisically less stressfull thats for sure.
What a day!!!!!!!!!!!!
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it started out having a bad day.... no babysitter had to miss work , friend came over so i went to get a haircut, she followed me there and took care of michael, on the way home, on the freeway, i was on the the third lane to the left and the car engine shuts off and i had to get three lanes over to the right, in major traffic, i barley made and the car dies.. i started to panick cause it's dark and i have michael and i'm on a freeway.... so i get michael and start walking and praying, and this man pulled over and i started to get even more nervous but i accepted the ride, he took me to a gas station and well his truck was really high , like three in a half feet, well i had forgotten about that so when i steped out of his truck i fell with michael in my arms he started screaming and i started to ball my head off.. okay here's my point like 3 people there helped me, the gas station let me use there phone and gave me something to drink, a couple wouldn't leave until they knew i was taken care of offered me money for a cab or tow truck, they waited like 15 minutes.. i thought of you all, who really didn't know me, but were there for me when i needed it the most, there are some really great people out there, and it doesn't matter what religion you belong to.
It started out having a bad day...
No babysitter had to miss work , friend came over so I went to get a haircut, she followed me there and took care of Michael, on the way home, on the freeway, I was on the the third lane to the left and the car engine shuts off and I had to get three lanes over to the right, in major traffic, I barley made and the car dies.
I started to panick cause it's dark and I have Michael and I'm on a freeway.... so I get Michael and start walking and praying, and this man pulled over and I started to get even more nervous but I accepted the ride, he took me to a gas station and well his truck was really high , like three in a half feet, well I had forgotten about that so when I steped out of his truck I fell with Michael in my arms he started screaming and I started to ball my head off.
Okay here's my point like 3 people there helped me, the gas station let me use there phone and gave me something to drink, a couple wouldn't leave until they knew I was taken care of offered me money for a cab or tow truck, they waited like 15 minutes.
I thought of you all, who really didn't know me, but were there for me when I needed it the most, There are some really great people out there, and it doesn't matter what religion you belong to.
well, crap.
i want a new harley fxd dyna superglide.
but, then again, a kawasaki vulcan classic is a few thousand $$'s cheaper.
HARLEY,
Have you ever been on a Harley run? Time of my life, you CANNOT go wrong with a HD, especially the fun you can have, ( if you have the money ), hooking it up.
Definitly a HD, plus there so sexy, it's that "bad boy" look, the wife will love you for it.
