http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/93758/2.ashx
also refer to that topic please as i need help with that.
tsunami_rid3r
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i have lots of thoughts.ooohhh god
by tsunami_rid3r inwhere to begin.
yes, i wanted to meet new girls because i never hang out with any of the girls that are in my phone anymore and my friends are busy with their stuff like hanging out with their friends or hanging out with their chick friends.
why i never hang out with the girls i knew?
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i have lots of thoughts.ooohhh god
by tsunami_rid3r inwhere to begin.
yes, i wanted to meet new girls because i never hang out with any of the girls that are in my phone anymore and my friends are busy with their stuff like hanging out with their friends or hanging out with their chick friends.
why i never hang out with the girls i knew?
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where to begin. yes, i wanted to meet new girls because i never hang out with any of the girls that are in my phone anymore and my friends are busy with their stuff like hanging out with their friends or hanging out with their chick friends. why i never hang out with the girls i knew? because sometime in my life i just effed up with them, like having feelings for them, or turning them down when they had 'em for me. haha. fate, karma, or whatever the hell controls our lives is sooo effed up sometimes because last weekend my parent's friends from the kingdom hall came over with their daugther and her cousins to swim and socialize.
well one of the cousins saw me and happened to like me i guess? ugh, none of them are my type, haha whatever you think that means. is it bad that you don't like the people that you attract? it makes me feel so unattractive or like i'm doing something wrong. so shoot me for saying that.
add to that my effed up parents. i got a psycho mom who thinks this religion is the only thing, who wants me in it so i don't die in armageddon. so i'm playing "pretend being a spiritual brother" right now, studying and keeping the daily text at my desk.
add to that i've got an effed up dad who's always "socializing" with the little girls at the kingdom hall. god, i don't want it to be like that and i pray it isn't. he hasn't exactly lived a clean life in his time. he cheated on my mom, he knew it was bad but it was what he wanted to do in life. all of his relatives did that in his family. today, those girls from the hall came over to swim again and i saw him out there with them when i came home from work. add to that he told me today that one of 'em likes me by word of their aunt. i just look at the way he acted tonight and it pisses me off.
i dreamed about the girl again last tonight, we were just together. i want her out of my head. bad. but for a moment i swore it wasn't her, she had the same name, almost looked like her, but didn't act the same at all. but i want to stay friends. i want everything to just be good. would you call the dreams a nightmare? atleast i don't have dreams of death anymore.
sometimes i just wanna hurry up with my life and make things right. like be an awesome dad, get my kids to college. sometimes i feel like my life has already failed with this fucked up family. i look at my other friends. god, i envy them. but i'll keep trying as long as i live. thats one thing that i think about sometimes, how good a parent would i be? i want to be a mentor. but i think it takes more than that.
my mind is drained now. oh yea, did i mention i'd like to meet new girls, maybe pretty ones? shoot me. i ask for too much? i'm going to college in 2 months, maybe i should just shut the hell up, grin and bare. i hate being short also. i can't work out right now because im afraid i might mess this stitch up thats in my back, so i'm not eating much, so i'm feeling like crap, but i'm staying slim at the sametime. i stay slim to feel secure about myself.
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jeeeez they gave me a part 4 talk
by tsunami_rid3r inand its over "why moral restraint...not removed when 10 commandments passed away".
so i think this is talking about why the people in the greek scriptures couldnt do their neighbors wife, or you couldnt kill your neighbor even though the 10 commandments wasnt there.
how many bible scriptures should i use?
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should i do the talk that I wrote or get it out of the reasoning book? or mix it, like my own introduction and conclusion, with body from the reasoning book? seriously, i feel like i want to show off to the elders and say "hey leave me the fuck alone". seriously, i havent done a part 4 in like a year now.
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jeeeez they gave me a part 4 talk
by tsunami_rid3r inand its over "why moral restraint...not removed when 10 commandments passed away".
so i think this is talking about why the people in the greek scriptures couldnt do their neighbors wife, or you couldnt kill your neighbor even though the 10 commandments wasnt there.
how many bible scriptures should i use?
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yea i copy pasted all my work before. i just wish i could put in my own ideas and stuff, just to show off my talent. something like:
What prevents a man from just stealing another man's car? Why can't we just do our fellow neighbor's wives? Laws, they are the boundaries that prevent anarchy. They are the authority that followers must follow if they wish not to face punishment from the enforcing authority. The Constitution has 27 ammendments, laws that limit what the government can do to the American citizen. The Texas constitution has thousands of laws, books of them that could fit bookshelves, laws that cover every aspect of our daily lives. But all in all there are a set of laws that cover all of these laws like a tree over roots.
The Ten Commandments was provided to the Israelites by Jehovah himself as a foundation of how they must follow if they wish to reside in the Promise Land. It was a law of morals. One must not steal, commit adultery, murder, and so on. Jehovah also established the rules of how the Israelites would bless him. INSERT BIBLE SCRIPTURE((S)) ON ALL THAT CEREMONIAL SHIT HERE. This involved animal sacrifices, burning animals, wearing ceremonial gear, and inhaling incense. And only authorized priests could enter into Jehovah's temple. Obviously today, we, servant's of Jehovah, don't have to do all of these chores thanks to Jesus Christ. When Jesus arrived on earth, he let go of the ceremonial laws found in the Hebrew Scriptures and established new commandments for us to follow. INSERT BIBLE SCRIPTURE ON JESUS NEW COMMANDMENTS HERE. So Jesus just enhanced the 10 commandments and added new ones for us to follow. (((I WILL LOOK THEM UP AND PUT THEM HERE I FORGOT THEM.))) The issue of moral restraint wasn't removed after all, it was instilled on us naturally to follow as SCRIPTURE says, INSERT BIBLE SCRIPTURE THAT SAYS THAT.
Today, as we are striving through the last days, we should let our good morals shine forth upon this world of unrighteousness, especially as Witness's of Jehovah God, to reflect our loving creator. Also within God's organization, we have many laws(i need another word for this, i might get introuble for saying laws haha it sounds to harsh) that we should follow to serve Jehovah and show that we love him. -
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jeeeez they gave me a part 4 talk
by tsunami_rid3r inand its over "why moral restraint...not removed when 10 commandments passed away".
so i think this is talking about why the people in the greek scriptures couldnt do their neighbors wife, or you couldnt kill your neighbor even though the 10 commandments wasnt there.
how many bible scriptures should i use?
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and its over "why moral restraint...not removed when 10 commandments passed away".
so i think this is talking about why the people in the greek scriptures couldnt do their neighbors wife, or you couldnt kill your neighbor even though the 10 commandments wasnt there. so what should i do? how many bible scriptures should i use? -
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i feel like poop
by tsunami_rid3r ini feel unattractive, i feel fat, i feel like poop, i feel like i cant do anything right, i feel stupid, i hate my hair, i wish it was longer, i feel like an idiot.
why does it feel like that i'm the one whos always calling up my friends.
why cant i be the one that friends call to hang out.
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tsunami_rid3r
no it feels like im definitely doing something wrong, like im a shitty person.
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i feel like poop
by tsunami_rid3r ini feel unattractive, i feel fat, i feel like poop, i feel like i cant do anything right, i feel stupid, i hate my hair, i wish it was longer, i feel like an idiot.
why does it feel like that i'm the one whos always calling up my friends.
why cant i be the one that friends call to hang out.
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i feel unattractive, i feel fat, i feel like poop, i feel like i cant do anything right, i feel stupid, i hate my hair, i wish it was longer, i feel like an idiot. why does it feel like that i'm the one whos always calling up my friends. why cant i be the one that friends call to hang out. i feel like a loser for being lonely. i feel like im gay for not ever having a real girl friend. i like girls.
i dont understand why i havent had a real girl friend yet. what attracts? i work out everyday, i try to make myself look attractive. i wish i had more chick friends or a girl friend to hang out with. well you get the point. im tired, this is kinda mild venting. i could write this into a poem but im too tired to even think to do that. -
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clubbing
by tsunami_rid3r inwhat do i do when a girl invites me to go clubbing with her friends?
i dont want to come off as desperate
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ok thats about my dog dieing, he was 10 y/o. its about a certain friend who ditched me. its about my broken camera. its about me living a lie to my mom, saying i go to the hall for jehovah. and its about my back. i just had this cyst removed and i cant do shit right now. i feel fat. i feel like shit. all i have is 1 stitch and im dieing to get active. ive been eating a lot b/c i get hungry, but i dont want to get fat. but i cant work out. damn this is bad.
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clubbing
by tsunami_rid3r inwhat do i do when a girl invites me to go clubbing with her friends?
i dont want to come off as desperate
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omg look what i just wrote...see if you can figure it out.
i call it "broken"
smash the glass and break my bones
got a broken heart, and now it roams
oh good bye my dear friend
oh you were with me till the end
lifeless now, happy you always were
death comes now, death for sure
drive and swim like a flowing river
fall like a screaming waterfall and shiver
you are broken, a body broken
you have a time limit never lasting
fight it fight the nature within
only your lifeform kept me living
break the soul with deception
broken within lies and misconception
shoot my immortal soul, destroy it
plead to honesty, let me live it
break the vision with pictures galore
express and you function no more
cuts and scars bleeding through
lying helpless here and to -
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clubbing
by tsunami_rid3r inwhat do i do when a girl invites me to go clubbing with her friends?
i dont want to come off as desperate
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tsunami_rid3r
would this be a good time to ask her for her number through email? lemme get one thing straight, asking for a girls number shouldnt be a big thing right? its just asking for a number.