Aptly put stuckinamovement, as is your moniker. Somewhere inside, what we know, we don't, what we don't know, we do, thus many wander the halls living wasted lives.
Watchtower Penitentiary, never thought of it that way. Tragedy is, even a regular publisher knows you cannot up and leave when you wish, without suffering penalties. A lie they tell converts. A born in knows better, another sad thing to carry round, as you shuffle round and round the hallways.
Wish you well on your personnel venture.
Before you pull the plug, please get back from the JWs any items that they may have borrowed. Further, wrap up any financial dealings, if possible. Once you are an 'apostate', these people have official backing and support to "hate" you. They will seek creative ways to do so. Don't, for a second, think you'll be treated as a DF'd adulterer or smoker -- someone they wish will come back. You will be hated. Make your practical plans accordingly......leavingwt....solid advice and VERY true about being hated.