Posts by drunkenpikachu

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i told my mother that i do not desire to be associated with jws anymore and

by drunkenpikachu in

she totally flipped out.

all i was trying to do was find some mutual respect for my decision but she started smacking, punching, pushing me.

soon after, she threw the biggest tantrum and it disgusted me to see her acting in such a manner.

drunkenpikachu

wowww, it's been about 8 years since i posted this thread! a long overdue update:

hmm, where do i begin? things between me and my mom fell apart pretty rapidly after my last post. she went on to harrass my gf (verbally and almost physically, i was there to stop her; gf left me shortly after...understandable...), threatened to disown me if i left the org, and then when i packed up my bags to leave on my own will, she said I couldn't unless I paid her for all the expenses and costs for raising me up as a kid (crazy talk). I picked a day where I knew she wouldn't be home and left. Haven't looked back ever since, and I am so much happier after releasing myself from the "truth". Sadly, I've had to pretty much block out all contacts from my mom for my sanity's sake. I just can't view her the same anymore. The love and respect I had for her can't really be filled after all that has happened. I still wish to make amends though after all this time. Is it worth it? It still lingers in my mind as the right thing to do. She's learned to text me by phone now so she still tries to contact me but I just don't want to talk to her. I get updates from my sister (who eventually left the org shortly after I did as well; also went through the same horrors I did when she broke the news to her) and nothing seems to have changed on her end. So I'm not sure if it's even worth it to reconcile our differences at this point. It'll just bring back all the stress that I've worked so hard to get rid of over the years. I don't know if the same folks that posted on my earlier updates are here still but, I randomly ran into this site while googling "drunkenpikachu" and was nostalgic about you guys. :) Hope all is well on this side of the internet! dp

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How did you react when you left WTS?

by ljwtiamb in

i'm interested in your first rebellious act after 'getting out': homosexual sexadultery / fornicationklink your champange glass in a toastgrow a beardcurse (the really good words!

)go to churchdrugssmokingholidays / birthdaysoral / anal sex (with or without mate)blood transfusionfield service without filling out not-at-home slipsother (explain).

are you still involved?

drunkenpikachu

for me...if sex was good..the weed was good..and the drinks were good, then life itself was very good. dp p.s. anal is just WEIRD. or maybe it's because the one time i did it my penis came out looking like a tootsie roll. hahahahahaha. i need to stop lying on top of all this.

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i told my mother that i do not desire to be associated with jws anymore and

by drunkenpikachu in

she totally flipped out.

all i was trying to do was find some mutual respect for my decision but she started smacking, punching, pushing me.

soon after, she threw the biggest tantrum and it disgusted me to see her acting in such a manner.

drunkenpikachu

hey aude thanks for the reply. first off...the debt is not even mine at all. allegedly, the debt was made FOR my benefit, whatever the hell that's supposed to mean. the only reason i'm helping is i'd be a bastard if i didn't. but that's just me. maybe i'm just trying to be a good son. but it seems my mom takes it for granted that i could be working somewhere else making so much more compared to the 20 bucks she gives me. practically, she BORROWED money to invest in some business venture, which really went down the drain, so we're in debt (because of my mom) a significant amount while having no resources to pay any other expenses. i had to be the one to settle financial matters while all she did was avoid all the phonecalls and visits from the creditors/landlords/etc. and yet, there she was calling herself a more mature adult, a mother first and foremost, solidifying her argument with the bible that i was to obey her no matter what. i could not help but notice that if she was indeed the mature adult she claimed to be, this debt of hers would never have fallen into my hands, she would have felt ashamed to put such a burden on myself (me having to take a semester off from college just to help her), but more importantly, she would have TAKEN RESPONSIBILITY FOR HER ACTIONS. i don't even know how she can justify that i had an obligation to help her for all the expenses raising me as a child amounted to. last time i checked, it was a parent's DUTY to support their child. with all this repetitive, "im a single mother, i gave you everything you ever wanted, listen to your elders, etc." bullcrap, it's like she had forgotten i had already ruminated on all she's said throughout my whole life and because i did take into consideration all of what she's told me, there i was helping her at the store while receiving no wages. if she has all the might to be jehovah's "soldier", please stop the damn pity front and show the might to be your own soldier. however, i do realize that my grandmother still has a role in her life and that in itself seems to be a problem. the fact that she still has to revert back to her own mother for guidance when confronted with a problem instead of taking responsibility for her own actions raised a red flag in my life. there was no way i wanted to live my whole life dependent on my mother. now it seems that my mother is dependent on me, and i don't know how to break it to her that she needs to get control of her life so that i can live mine. i still love my mom, but it's sad to see the dysfunctional reality she's had to grow up with, and her attempt to impose that same morbid reality upon her own children. i pray to jehovah everyday to help her see her own path. thanks once again. dp

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i told my mother that i do not desire to be associated with jws anymore and

by drunkenpikachu in

she totally flipped out.

all i was trying to do was find some mutual respect for my decision but she started smacking, punching, pushing me.

soon after, she threw the biggest tantrum and it disgusted me to see her acting in such a manner.

drunkenpikachu

whooo..what a friggin horrible week. well the reason i couldn't really update you guys was because..i got everything taken away. my car, my comp, my cell phone. so i just didn't go home for a couple nights because i really hated the thought of even walking through the door. of course my grandma and mom flipped a couple more times until they started to realize they couldn't control me anymore. so apparently i have my comp back and some sort of respect. i basically told them i have no problem moving out unless they respected (is that a word?) my decisions. there is this feeling inside of me begging me to stay because i really don't wanna leave them in the state of extreme debt we're in. i've been sacrificing my time to help the store we have 12 hours a day, getting no pay, and all i wanted was to live my life in the remaining time that i was allowed. there would be times when i'd go to my gf's house and just fall asleep cuz i'd be so tired out from work and forget to go home. i'd apologize but they demanded i come home before 12 and i didn't think that was their decision to make for me because circumstances arise. it's like i had no control but i still wanna respect them. i just wanna live my life, is that too much to ask for? as for the situation, my grandma erupted with her own tantrum at the store, my mom is just too tired to scream now (she is going to the hospital for counselling every week), and me, i'm slowly regaining the control i should have over my own free will. so let's hope i can pull through. thanks for the love everyone. dp.

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i told my mother that i do not desire to be associated with jws anymore and

by drunkenpikachu in

she totally flipped out.

all i was trying to do was find some mutual respect for my decision but she started smacking, punching, pushing me.

soon after, she threw the biggest tantrum and it disgusted me to see her acting in such a manner.

drunkenpikachu

wait...why am i asking for help? i'm not gonna let anyone fuck up my life because they also want to control MY god given free will. i am gonna have to take measures i never would've thought to take because this is getting ridiculous. now i'm just pissed that they *grandmother and mom - they are a tagteam duo* would just fuck up the minds of their children. believe it or not, my 40+ year old aunt is still living with my grandma, along with my uncle and his two children. so i def. see a sick twisted pattern. and i'm the fuckin anomaly. it's stopping NOW. thanks all.

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i told my mother that i do not desire to be associated with jws anymore and

by drunkenpikachu in

she totally flipped out.

all i was trying to do was find some mutual respect for my decision but she started smacking, punching, pushing me.

soon after, she threw the biggest tantrum and it disgusted me to see her acting in such a manner.

drunkenpikachu

hey guys..thanks for the overwhelming feedback..i've finally realized she's been so manipulative towards me all these years. always using the bible as an excuse for her advantage while failing to "remove the rafter" from her eye. i was really utterly speechless and horrified while i had to hold her down telling her that the only way she was acting like that was because she was being an extremist tyrannical person who would do anything to get her way. it probably wasn't the best way to put it but i was telling the lucid truth of the situation. she was discharged this morning and her attitude is still the same. now she and my grandmother are teaming up to find my gf and beat the crap out of her. their reasoning : for corrupting me. help!

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i told my mother that i do not desire to be associated with jws anymore and

by drunkenpikachu in

she totally flipped out.

all i was trying to do was find some mutual respect for my decision but she started smacking, punching, pushing me.

soon after, she threw the biggest tantrum and it disgusted me to see her acting in such a manner.

drunkenpikachu

she totally FLIPPED OUT. all i was trying to do was find some mutual respect for my decision but she started smacking, punching, pushing me. soon after, she threw the biggest tantrum and it disgusted me to see her acting in such a manner. i told her to get a hold of herself while she was practically ripping my shirt off and she swallowed two handfuls of aspirin tablets and now she's in the psych ward in the hospital. now..i'm fine because i've gone through worse but talk about dedication for one's religion eh? die-hard psycho dub mom. i'm speechless after the events of today. she also found out i was seeing a "worldly" girl and she goes on calling her saying she's a dirty worldly girl controlling her son. i was hoping a more christian response but damn...i guess spiritual armor doesn't do much when it's your mom and not satan going on the offensive. what to do now? i'm so numb and lost.

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Jehovah's Witnesses and interracial marriage

by what_Truth? in

*this is a bit of a riff off of bluegrass tom's post in the bible research forumn .

in my old hall we had three interracial couples.

in fact i didn't even realise that they were interracial until i was about 12. .

drunkenpikachu

maynn...my family attends the korean congregation in brooklyn and recently i told my mother that i was dating a white girl and she flipped out. she was adamant about how i should try to keep the mixing of blood "pure" cuz interracial relationships are "unclean". so i countered her point by naming all the interracial couples in OUR congregation and she said that's different. the hypocrisy that is "inculcated" into us never stops rearing its ugly head. i want out of this wack misled religion but i don't know how to approach my insanely devout mother and the pestering i'll probably get from the elders. oh i probably forgot to mention that my white gf is of "worldly" descent but damn...i'd rather choose her honest sensibilities than the crazy radical stances of them dubheads. advice please??

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memorial 2005

by drunkenpikachu in

the only kick i got from the memorial this year was being invited to play xboxlive after.

also an "anointed" practically commanded me to start regular pioneering to which he successfully read my silent lips wording out the phrase "yea, whatever.

" all in all...i should've just taken a big swig of the wine being passed around and.. i'm sure everyone would've passed the crackers anyway.

drunkenpikachu

the only kick i got from the memorial this year was being invited to play xboxlive after. also an "anointed" practically commanded me to start regular pioneering to which he successfully read my silent lips wording out the phrase "yea, whatever." all in all...i should've just taken a big swig of the wine being passed around and.. i'm sure everyone would've passed the crackers anyway.