Jeff
I'm feel a like you do, even though my religion wasn't JW. I was a Catholic then Adventist, then agnostic for many years. Ironically, due to my friend becoming a JW recently, and me seeing the harm it is doing, I have studied WTS & Bible for 6 months, to warn him - its a losing battle for me.
In doing so, I have started to understand what was right and wrong with my former religions, both of which were much closer to Christianity than WTS, without any doubt whatsoever. I have also discovered there are many religions that are indeed Christianity, who tolerate many views but share essential truths. Like others here, I am afraid to take a plunge but feel that I am leaning towards Christianity, perhaps I never lost it from my teen years when I was at peace when I believed the following promise:
John 5:24 (NWT)
Most truly I say to you, he that hears my word and believes in him that sent me has everlasting life, and he does not come into judgement but has passed over from death to life.
I wonder how the Watchtower explains the above which I believe was addressed to all. Or some of my other favourites as follows:
John 3:16
For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.
Romans 10:9
If you confess with your mouth Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
1 John 2:27
But the anointing which you have received of Him abides in you, and you need not that any man teach you; but as the same anointing teaches you of all things, and is no lie, and even as it has taught you, you shall abide in Him.