(((((LOLA)))) Hang in there!
Everything I have believed in for years has turned out to be a lie; the people that I love and care about will be forced to choose to either be faithful to their god or have a relationship with me. I know what they will choose.
You are probably right, at least if they are anything like my JW "friends" you probably wont' hear from them again, or if you do, it'll be to tell you to come back to meetings... That was hard for be to grasp and get over. However I now see that I have many more people to give my time and energy to that will love me for who I am and will be okay with what I believe or don't believe.Those that will prove to be TRUE friends. That is where those of us on JWD come into play....you can talk to us whenever and about whatever without worrying about being judged.