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There is a very good reason for living it is because this world is a better place with you in it. I'm sure if you asked your family they would agree whole heartedly. Cheryl I have many times heard that it is a very selfish act to commit suicide. I have a sister who has schizophrenia we have delt with her attempt to end her life so many times, my heart aches for her, it aches for you and anyone else who's spirit has been broken so badly. I fear also of the legacy she would leave my children and my neices, nephews ect...that when times get tough, life gets painful which it always does, suicide is the answer. That is the selfish part of it.....what it teaches young impressionable ones.
((((((((((((((Cheryl))))))))))))) Whoever or whatever caused this pain in you, and I do believe there is always a root cause, to act out in such a self destructive way is to give power to the very evil that created this thought in your mind. Please don't give into it. Use the tools at your disposal, ie; meds and the therapy you can get and work hard on overcoming those thought patterns. Ask your therapist about re-decision therapy and learn cognitive behavior to control bad thoughts. It worked for me Cheryl it took time and a lot of hard work but it was worth it, I'm worth it and YOU are worth it!! You are the reason to live!!
My email address is alway open to you, or you can call me whatever you need to get through this Cheryl I'm more than willing to help as are many other people here, we all love you please work on getting well.
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