Susu, I would not go, but I was never a JW. If I did go, I would feel the need to speak a sentence or 2, ask if this is what Jesus, our role model, would do?? Geesh. I wish you well, sweetie, and like someone else said, make it YOUR decision, don't let the JW guilt guide you. This might be the time to show your parents that you have two feet of your own and you are going to stand on them. Then, maybe you need to figure out how to move out of the house and really be on your own. You can do it.
AuntieJ