UFCFFan welcome: we are here if you need to vent. Smiddy is right, if you are under age and depending on your parents, grit your teeth and and comply out of respect for them.
There are many adults here that are going through the motions and complying because they don't want to lose their spouse or family.
So even as adults we are sometimes forced into doing things we dont like to keep the peace.
Use this time now to make a plan for a non JW future if that is what you want.
Many here can give you great advice.
Why don't you start a thread about yourself and your struggle and frustrations?
Just remember you still need to respect your folks but you can practice thinking for yourself.
Ps what do your folks think of the broadcast?