Welcome
I love your name, as it it how I feel about myself: trying2findanewme......
I am in the reverse situation...I am the mother who left an organization (Not Jehovah) but am shunned by my adult kids cause I told them why I could no longer go to meetings.
I too, as an 18 year old had to give up college scholarships to prove how "spiritual" I was..... I could only be a wife and mother and now my Mother title has been taken away. Yeap, I am feeling a bit lost at the age of 50.
But life must go on......and I am trying to find a new me. It's a difficult road to travel, but a necessary one.
So you are not alone in how you feel.....Keep posting and reading and "meet up" with people that feel like you.... and GO TO COLLEGE!!!
hugs,
Codeblue